HeartSick...

Hmm, have you tried searching her phone number?
If you do find her, ask her does she remember you and how is she doing. Be honest and be yourself. Hope everything else will be better for you, these are difficult times. Stay strong and God bless you!

 

Hey bro it happened the same with me but in my case it was my high school crush, since 2015. Last year i had a dream with her and since then i counted +3. Eventually i end up forgetting about her and leaving the past behind, i can try to help you finding her. Interestingly some years ago i found this girl interesting from school but i had no idea on her name neither close friendships or even her class, i went from no info to finding her instagram haha, i hope i can help you as well.

And about the vaccine what happens with that? They won't let you work if you don't have it? Quite messed up imo..

 

I can try my best, send me the info you feel comfortable sharing with me about her and i will try to find her socials.


Also I think you are allowed to work without a vaccine, I just want to be safe about it[/QUOTE]

I would think twice and research a little before taking anything into my body i don't know, there's some shady side effects of those covid 19 vaccines that people have been noticing so take that in consideration bro.

 

I wouldn't be surprised. The Pfizer and Moderna Covid-19 vaccines modify your genes using this thing called rDNA (hence the name moDeRNA) which has never been used in any vaccine before. My honest advice to anyone is to be careful and avoid this "vaccine" since it's only been out for only less than a year, while any proper vaccine has to at least have go through 5 to 10 years of testing first before it's ready for public consumption.

Plus, it's important to note that even prior vaccines like the flu-shot vaccine that is given to young children and teens have been criticized heavily by real doctors with real studies (just as this one was) that there is a great link between autism, ADHD, and OCD with the flu-shot vaccine. The mainstream media will never tell you that though. Nope, because once you speak out against them, you're suddenly a "Russian bot".

Besides that, I have my own very personal reason for not trusting anyone who works in any type of medical field. IMO, the side effects from the drugs they give you don't outweigh the issue they they're supposed to fix. When I was 15 (I'm 20 now for comparison), I was put on an anti-psychotic drug because I was "hearing and seeing things that weren't there", and even though that was definitely far from true, I think the only logical reason I was put on such a drug was because I had previously told those "health professionals" about my political worldview (when asked about it). I told them about how Western countries like the USA invade and destroy other countries for power and greed. Well, I'm not making that up in any case. That's an honest and unfortunate fact. So then, every time I had an appointment with my psychiatrist, he would ask me: "I remember you telling me about some negative views towards Western politics. Do you still have those?" I mean what the frig does that have to do with me hearing and seeing things that aren't there? Hmm... Something does seem fishy here.

And so, the drug I was put on was called apriprazole (Abilify). I was also put on Prozac which is a common anti-depressant. Abilify works by blocking your dopamine and serotonin receptors. The main side effects included: Being constantly hungry and acting impulsively. While I was on this drug, I quite literally could not think or make any critical decisions for my self since all I could think about was pursuing pleasure. I had in turn become an ugly fat-ass due to eating so much and hardly spending my time wisely in the least. I'm off both drugs now, and I've made some better habits like eating healthier, working out, cold showering and meditating regularly, and from these I 100% look and feel WAYYY better than I've ever felt for the past 5 years. If health industries could just encourage everyone towards healthier habits, then people wouldn't need any of these flipping drugs. But nope, you happen to have something that they deeply care about, and it's not your health, unfortunately. It's your wallet. Eating healthier, working out, and getting some sunshine (Vitamin D) are all great ways to improve your well-being.

The reason I mentioned all of this is so that if there's anyone for anyone who reads this and is on bullcrap "medicine" like I was, then hopefully you can look towards making the right choice and getting off those drugs and develop better habits to truly improve your life. In my honest opinion and experience, the drugs that they give you harm you and deal more damage through side-effects more-so than help fix your life, if that's what they're really supposed to even do.

Therefore, it's important to take things that you learn with a grain of salt (even everything that I just wrote), and to do your own research, and to use your own brain to think for yourself and make decisions when strangers give you advice or help. In my case, half of a decade in my life was wasted due to the misleading treatment that I was given by "professional psychiatrists". However, getting off of their drugs and developing better habits was a key factor to fixing myself and truly becoming a better person. Therefore, I hold a firm position that health industries screw over people on purpose in order to make endless money off of their patients. And so my point is, I firmly believe that these new Covid-19 vaccines (particularly from Pfizer and Moderna) will do more harm than good to those who take them in the long run. So be careful!

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I think the problem might be that you're lonely and are looking for a partner, and I think your dreams are giving you these recurring thoughts as a means to go see the world and find a spouse. I guess that's not really possible right now due to the lockdown.

Personally, I wouldn't recommend trying to find her, because if you do end up doing so, you might end up being heart broken if you find out that she's with another dude. I think the best thing to do for now would be to continue reforming yourself until the lockdown eases. Make the best out of yourself during the lockdown and come out as a brand new man that women will appreciate.

 

I think I can look up her socials, I never thought about Instagram because I never use it lol. Yeah but I think I should look it up because I don’t think I should be giving out her first and last name like that it feels kinda wrong, I hope you understand. But that advice to check other social media is Golden thanks man![/QUOTE]
search her close friends or anyone you know that knows her and search through their followings and followers, good luck !

 

There is no truth to this. https://www.cdc.gov/vaccines/vac-gen/evalwebs.htm

 

Sure vaccines have ended a lot of diseases, but I am sure that they also do some harm containing unnatural chemicals or metals. They always have some potential side-effects like all medicine. When looking at thing from a government perspective - they can sacrifice a few lifes to save more, so opinion is most likely a positive one. It is a bit weird that the whole vaccine theory is based on homeopathy which is a pseudoscience and not working in the eyes of modern medicine. This is just my opinion and you have yours.

 

Thanks for the article. I appreciate looking into another perspective at this.

However, I would not say there's "no truth to this", but rather I would say that there's at least "some truth to this", because the validity of the information you receive can really depend on who exactly you're receiving it from, regardless if the source is popular or not. For instance, healthline.com tells you that masturbation is perfectly healthy and normal and that you should even do it often. But is it really perfectly normal and healthy? Well, you don't need me to answer that. Experience from pretty much everyone on this forum shows otherwise. So is Healthline's viewpoint true? Well, As far as we're concerned, it's not.

So, if you ever get the chance to read non-mainstream news, you discover all sorts of people (particularly on social media platforms like Twitter and Facebook where freedom of speech is apparently championed), whether they're laymen or doctors with real qualifications, will get censored right there and then if a perspective that doesn't fit in line with the mainstream agenda presented. Evidently, there has been criticisms and concerns about the Pfizer and Moderna vaccines by, as I mentioned before, real doctors with real medical qualifications. But instead of having these criticisms looked into and considered, instead what happens is you receive the honor of getting labelled a "Russian bot" and having your post(s) deleted, and sometimes even having your entire account suspended.

So then, your perspective never reaches the public audience, and thus, only one viewpoint ever gets heard, and that would be the mainstream perspective. Thus, public audiences aren't able to question anything, because then there's nothing to question, and life moves on. But for the better or worse, I'll let you determine that. This is why it's important to question, no matter who is telling you it, what you're being told.

On a side note, I'd like to say that I find it quite hypocritical how much freedom of speech is championed, unless and until you offer something controversial to their perspective (or agenda, if you will), only to find yourself getting lambasted for "hate speech" instead.

I'm looking forward to a response (if any). Thanks for reading this.

 

I understand you, brother. I still am lovesick that my childhood, long-time crush moved away. : (((

For the sake of providing a different perspective: maybe it would be best to focus on yourself and becoming better. Maybe you can work out more or study to get further in your career. It might help you get employed. And when that happens you could be desireable for the girl you seek, or any pretty girl that you meet.

That is my personal rule for myself. I want to be able to contribute to my future girl's life rather than take.

 

I'm not going to go into this too heavily, because I don't think this is the right forum to debate this. But I chose the page I linked to carefully, because it does not attempt to refute any particular statement or view, but rather provides guidance on how to seek out accurate information and discount false info.

I chose my words "there is no truth" carefully as well, but may not have been as clear as I intended. You stated that "the flu-shot vaccine that is given to young children and teens have been criticized heavily by real doctors with real studies (just as this one was) that there is a great link between autism, ADHD, and OCD with the flu-shot vaccine." That the vaccine has been criticized is true. That some of the critics are real doctors is true. But the statement about real studies is misleading at best. There was an early study that cited a connection between autism and a vaccine (actually the MMR vaccine). However, this study was later shown to be faulty and to have relied on possibly fraudulent data. The journal which published it (Lancet) withdrew the study.

Since then, despite many studies, no peer-reviewed study has ever shown a link between the flu vaccine and any other vaccine and autism, ADHD or OCD. So I am fairly confident in saying "there is no truth" to the claim that vaccines are linked to any of these conditions.

I am not saying that people shouldn't think critically of conventional knowledge. New information becomes available. Innovative thinkers come up with new approaches. But I do think that any information should be tested carefully, and when the results of those studies lean so heavily in one direction (in this case, all peer-reviewed studies after the first discredited study), then it's time to accept the results and move on to something else.

 

I would think twice and research a little before taking anything into my body i don't know, there's some shady side effects of those covid 19 vaccines that people have been noticing so take that in consideration bro.[/QUOTE]
My daughter in Brooklyn NYC had Covid and got quite sick, then got very sick after both Maderna Covid shots. My wife is a pharmacist and epidemiologist who worked at FDA 40 years. She will not get any RNA vaccine, might get the single shot J&J vaccine as it’s based on old proven technology. No long term effect studies have been done on the 2 shot vaccines, not FDA approved just approved for emergency use. I won’t get it either

 

Let's keep the debate somewhere else, please.

 

No long term research hence the FDA non approval. Only approved for emergency use. I’m not taking it