Fighting my own body. How can I have longer streaks.

I often have trouble getting past two weeks without MO. my longest recent streak was 2 months. The streaks end strangely. I find myself in a dazed half asleep state masturbating. By the time I realize what's happening and stop myself I'm aroused from edging and can't sleep. I end up finishing with MO. It's like my body is desperate for orgasm and is sabotaging me. Does anyone else have similar experiences? Any feedback would be helpful.

 

That's a difficult question. My answer depends on the definition of the word Christian. I don't think I can answer it completely without veering off topic for this forum section. I grew up in an Evangelical Christian family. My faith has changed and disappeared and reappeared several times in my life. Thanks for the suggestion. I do think that commitment is a big part of this issue. When I started Nofap I had an over 200 day streak PM free. I'm married so I don't do hard mode. That is another factor. We had sex regularly during the long streak. The sleep masturbation happened again briefly the night before last. I avoided M yesterday. It was difficult. We had sex last night so that should help but now I have to fight the chaser effect. I've relapsed because of that recently.

What made you super aroused?

 

Yeah don't do that. I've done it on days when I didn't get morning wood and was paranoid testing myself. It's a domino effect that leads to relapse.