Need help drastically(my story)

First post on this forum

Im 22 and have been a porn/sex addict since I was 12. Typical story.

Ive been on the journey of recovery for over a year. My longest streak was 16 days without PMO. Prior to recovery, PMO would be up to 3 times a day for the past 10 years and its taken its toll on me emotionally.

Its also punched a deep hole in my wallet. Spending thousands on prostitution and hook ups on tinder. The worst part is that I cant orgasm from sex. Each time money was spent, i went right back online to finish the job.

I need help maintaining goals. I started working out, playing golf, reading sex addict books, praying and meditating.

Im having trouble keeping consistency with all of it. Any day that i lose structure becomes a day of relapse.

I fall prey to the cycle of preoccupation, ritualization, sexual compulsiveness(PMO) and deep despair.

Today is my new day 1.