I'm gonna be honest cause I don't see the point in lying. I've made many attempts this year and the past year to stop fapping but all has failed, I kept relapsing, I even have came to the point where I was going to cut off my balls, no joke. I bought some scalpels and numbing cream and made some cuts in my balls, it bled a bit but I just couldn't do it cause I knew it would hurt. Now I've come to the point where I just can't even use the internet anymore, no matter what cause if I even touch the internet then I'd be tempted to fap because the STUPID desire to do it is like a virus in my mind. It has it's own slot in my brain and I can't remove it. I'm tired of being a stupid coomer and I have not found answers which angers me because I have sought it for a long time. How do I completely... stop?
Haha even I was thinking about doing it during the darkest days of pmo addiction , if I had anesthesia I would definitely do it. But the darkest days are behind me and I am able to do long streaks like 5- 10 days , I was able to achieve this after a year of trying. So don't give up keep on trying . Peace✌️
Hi mate, I'm glad to hear that you decided against it as you'd regret it for life I reckon. Try meditation I think this may help you as nofap is all about having a greater understanding of our mind and control over our urges. Meditation has really helped me understand what I am feeling and has helped me to not look at porn. Let me know if you have any questions!
What the fuck did I just read? Holy fuck guys, no. That's too horrendous, having balls means being a man, it's our most precious thing in our body. Use them in your favor. That's like saying I'm gonna rip my eyes out of my suckets because I can't stop watching porn
Firstly recognize that as an addict you don't have free will to stop at your will. Recognize that you wanted to harm your body seriously because of addiction. Sex Addicts Anonymous would be helpful, or any other support. Seek support and/or professional help. Without free will, no amount of advices how to stop will work, because then will come THIS feeling and you will be done.
I think of it as this; you don't NEED sex to survive. Your genitals may tingle after no porn use but that's just because they are used to you beating them up and stimulating them, it's a side effect of addiction. It's just like weed in that it takes a long time before the cannabinoids leave your body and you stop craving another hit of dopamine your brain THINKS it "needs". Truth is there are males in society who never looked at porn before and don't even generate genital stimulation because they don't ever touch themselves. Instead they don't really look at women or men sexually because it's just another day for them to look at the opposite sex. Porn trains you look focus on the sex than the person. Try to stay abstinent and disregard your penis sensations by thinking of something not sexy
Although I've never wanted to cut off my ball, I understand how the pain makes you want to cut them off. Just remember as people we are bound to fail over and over again but the main thing is to learn from our failures for the betterment of yourself.
