What is going on with me??

Not sure what is going on with me I am almost 100 day of streak.. seem quite happy not anxious or stress. Today went upto town as it was a nice day. Did a bit of shopping. Bought two pairs of trainers.. that got me happy as I haven’t bought nothing since the lockdown.. saw many beautiful women walking around shopping started getting abit horny.. end up using my phone and search for massage parlour. Rang them up quite pretty the girls. Told them what with massage and they ask if I wanted happy ending too.. if I went to her place but couldn’t locate the place... I wasn’t feeling much urge as I got there nor was I very excited.. cut the storry short it never happen in the end as i couldn’t find the place..but I wasn’t disappointed.. what I am annoyed about is my brain always does this to or trick me into doing these things.. during this long streak I feel
It has help me abit. Hope It doesn’t sound like I will relapse

 

Ok thanks do you have the topic link about it?

 

thanks for the advice.. I will try to stand strong.. I will take control of my brain