I'm back....with a new determination

Hi nofap,

I've come back to the forum (ok, I really never left) to post.

Contrary to what was indicated on my last post/thread I didn't actually leave my husband. We had a horrible fight that night over P and his addiction and at that moment I was just done.

I've taken some time to try to educate myself as much as possible about his addiction and the more I feel I understand the psychology behind the addiction the less anger I feel towards him even though it still hurts.

He does truly want to stop this, and I'll do whatever it takes to get him into real recovery. That being said, I know we can beat this. The trick will be for both of us to keep our emotions under control.

I have a flood of new questions to ask now and I think I'll even keep a journal here since I'm struggling with my own thoughts and emotions so much.

 

Thank you.

 

Thank you Blondewife.

 

Thanks Justadude!

Yeah, my last thread was a doozy, but I'm glad it turned out not to really be the end (although it was very, very close.)

I'm sorry to hear about your 3 week relapse but the fact that you are back and trying again shows me that if my husband has a relapse, (I'm sure he will) that it's not the end. I'll read up on your past journal and will be following your new one. Thanks!!