Any one have this problem? It's up to the point where I NEED to mentally pretend ciswomen as postop women to actually get stimulated. Been having this problem since I was 13 and I'm at the point where I can masterbate and orgasm from reading mtf fanfiction or just the thought of a guy being turned into a girl without any visual porn.
I honestly don't remember. My earliest venture into porn as a teen was when I saw postop thai girls in bikinis and became extremely curious and stimulated. In fact, it WAS the reason I ventured into porn. Postop porn is hard to come by so I usually just watch straight porn or preop porn where the penis is hidden. Just to clarify, I don't actually have a problem with my attraction to postop transwomen and would date one if I could. It's just that this weird obsession is affecting my attraction to biological women where I have to play mental games with myself and I want to just be attracted to women in general.
I am asking because it sounds like a true fetish (not unusual turn on, but something you need to achieve orgasm).
stop seeing, the path you follow leads to the bottom, the best and healthiest thing is to have a relationship without the need for stimulation other than the love you feel for your partner
