I've known that I've had a problem for a while. I just get bored and instead of doing something productive I decide hey I should watch porn and masturbate. It sometimes even effects my sex life with my fiancee where I have a hard time achieving an orgasm with her if I have masturbated that day. She knows I have this problem and I love her very much and want to be able to give her all of me instead of just most of me. After I had my first relapse today after a week I decided I needed actual help and that I can't do it by myself. So that is my short story. Hopefully I can fight this demon this time and be able to give the love of my life everything I have.
hang in there. Am jst new here..bt have been fighting for years. we can all beat this..jst dont focus on th craving
Today was a really bad day, kept wanting to do it a lot, but cleaned the kitchen instead. Hope everything goes great for you!!!
hey.. hate to say this but i gatta be honest. ive been 6days clean and today of all days..sunday..after agood long fight..i gave in to pmo. Been depressed for a while but am up again and ready to fight again. good luck
