I've been having a lot of memories coming up lately about stuff that I may have masterbated to some of the stuff I remember masterbating to some I don't remember doing I think it's my mind playing tricks on me also I remember the thought of me going to to masterbate to my cousin then after that I remembered that I kissed her and then thinking that was wrong this was back when I was in the 6th grade in my opinion is that it was just a random thought I never attempted to do that but then when I was in 9th grade I did because of ocd did I feel bad about it hell yeah my ocd also made me masterbate to gay porn twice don't say it was my porn addiction because it wasn't I knew before that I didn't like men nor did I like my cousin like I don't feel as bad about the gay porn and cousin thing because I'm Starting to get over it because I learned that I would've never in my life done those things
I'm 50/50 about the whole cousin 6th grade thing I think I may have thought about my cousin in general like non sexual and then I remembered that I kissed her
Actually I think what happened was that I was thinking about girls that I could masterbate to and then a thought about my cousin came in randomly then I was like that's wrong and not right and then I remembered that I kissed her then I felt bad this is what I was talking about false memories
