Have you ever paid for porn?

Yes and will continue to if I binge I only do it now on days long binges like at least 24 hours straight into one free stuff no longer cuts it

 

Yup... in the end we all paid for it... and are leaving it with a net loss...

 

I calculated that I have spend over 14k€ in 6 years of camgirl addiction. This is a conservative calculation and I fear its even 1.5x higher.
The day I calculated this was the day I seriously started to fight it. I have not spend money for about a year (2 small accidents excluded). But I'm not healed. It's like a deep and slowly regenerating wound. I'm much better now but it is still there

 

Going almost a year without that is amazing. I’m proud of you.

 

I had a Suicide Girls subscription (remember that?) back in the day. It was worth every penny, to be honest.

I don't consider my porn use at this period to be properly addictive, it was far more moderate than it later became, at least compared to the bizzaro world of HD transgendered person porn.

 

I have paid for p.

Most of my money went to mfc models in my early 20s
Some went to a website ( I can't remember the name) it was amateur stuff for all sorts of fetishes. I didn't pay for anything hard-core more light entertainment. I did this in my mid 20s. I'm pretty sure the website still exists but also there have been rumours about models ages.

My most recent payment is OF. This time it was more lewd than nude. I've only paid for 2 months and a specialised video to one model but that was due to lock down. It's been a few months since I've logged in.

I'm nearly in my mid 30s now. Looking back in my years of PMO I wish I could turn back time. I have wasted so much and now playing catch up.

I could have used that money for education or travel. All wasted.