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Hi, im almost in the same situation like you, but it feels much worse after you masturbating. You need to be stronger and focus on yourself, theres so much hobbies you can learn, focus not on the women, just yourself and your parents, sisters, brothers or whatever you have that you love most. When you start focus on yourself, your health, going to the gym, you will attract better in to your life. Love really hurts, but if she leave you, she not value you, you will atract the right person at the right time. Person who really loves you who you are

 

Learn from this experience. You need to work on your inner strength, it is understandable to have vulnerabilities but learn to live on your solitude. You are disappointed because your expectations did not work out, I suggest you to consider how love can become an idealization outside of the realities of biology. You want to feel valued by a woman, value yourself first, the girl you are talking about clearly valued herself first. Whatever she told you had a cause, she clearly did not invent anything up, you gave her reasons to make you promises so in a sense you reap what you sow. She left, so what? Clearly she did not valued or loved you as much as you did her, or maybe she did loved you but understood that the circumstances for you both being together were not realistic and left. Or maybe she died. Work on your wishes and make them reality. Depending on someone else for valuing you is understandable but dangerous, you will be always pending on a tendril, always depending on someone else love. Value yourself.

 

Dont think of yourself as a burden. People are here to help you. Just do not take advantage of them and it is all good. One day you can help someone else.

 

Dear bro, don't tie your happiness with people. and never allow someone to control your happiness. Learn how to be happy with your own self, because at the end your self is only your supporter. That's it. Hope it help you