Hit the 30 days

Hello everyone. I have never posted on one of these threads but I have been a reoccurring visitor of this site. A little background, I am a 20 year old college student and have been addicted to sissy porn for about 6 years I would say and about 4 years since I realized I was addicted. Many negative effects came from this addiction, after breaking up with my girlfriend of 2 years I just didn’t feel like myself anymore. I became even more addicted and eventually got to the point where I hated myself, wasn’t able to socialize effectively to men or women, and had zero confidence in myself. I don’t plan to make this long but I did feel the need to come on here in hopes that people that are struggling with the same thing that I have to find this somewhat helpful. It is no joke in saying that when quitting porn almost every aspect in your life will improve. At first I had no hope, I thought that everything would stay the same and all of this nofap stuff is bullshit, but I fought through those negative thoughts and I will never go back. I still suffer from withdrawals and thoughts of what I am addicted to, but this only the beginning and I can’t wait to see the future. It is not going to be easy, you will have strong withdrawals and continuous negative thoughts and at points will have no hope. Some days will go smoothly, some days won’t be nearly as good and you will struggle. Read books, get in the gym, overcome your social fears, and find something you love to do and fight this addiction with everything you have and you will reach your full potential. I have relapsed many times but I am 100% confident when I say that where I am mentally has lead to me never wanting to go back to that life. “Nothing changes if nothing changes” love that quote. If you really want to change your life because of negative side effects of porn addiction do it now. Don’t wait till tomorrow, don’t have one last pornhub marathon, do it NOW. It’s not going to be easy but you will thank and love yourself a lot more once you start this journey of beating this sick addiction. Hope reading this can motivate you to stop. Be easy on yourself and learn to love yourself. One last thing fuck porn.

 

Thanks bro