Porn has always been a touchy subject for me. I've always been pretty uncomfortable with discussing with other people except in passing jokes but it's gotten pretty bad for me lately. I don't even enjoy it all that much and feeling a bit like shit for it. So I'm here through some youtube video about life. I love life. Art, music, words, people. I'm that one guy you think has his shit together but you really have no idea what goes on when you're not around. Not just the fapping. But this is a step forward for me. I feel trapped by my porn addiction among other things but this is the sly fucked up habit has been twisting my head. I'm fairly introspective so I've been noticing the effects of my reactions and thoughts patterns slowly degrading into unhealthy states and places. What I want is to gain back my freedom from this and also there is this girl I'm into. Huge motivation to be the best me I can. Anyways, My initial goal is 30 days. I think that is possible. And if that is possible then I keep moving ahead. If you've read this far then you're probably a good person to ask. I think I really need an accountability partner. Usually I'm very independent and get things done on my own but with this one I have some doubts. If you're interested, let me know. Thank you for taking the time to read this.
Hey eyesnomore, I can relate. I have just started this whole thing also. For me, it is similar - irl I appear to be pretty cool and organised and in control; but, actually, I'm not. And a major part of that is the porn (mostly gay in my case) and m. So, good to hear you decided to do something out it, and hope you hit your target.