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What do you do once you've fried your sexuality ?

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by Upwards2020, Apr 30, 2022.

  1. Apr 30, 2022 #1
    Upwards2020

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    Like i watched hetero porn since puberty and then mostly cam girls . I escalated to ts porn after about 20 years of watching porn .

    It's ibizzare I have no sexual desire to be with s male and never had a sexual response for male. I have always been attracted to women and anytime I look at a naked women I instantly get a hard on . Dont get that with men . So the TS never makes a whole lot of sense to me .

    My erections for hetero porn used to be like like an iron bar . Then about the last few years and an SSRI killed my libido . When I stop porn I start getting randomly hard with impulse thoughts about women.

    Also when i look at TS I don't get hard initially but I get instantly hard when i see a naked women .

    Definitely a few wires getting crossed in my brain
     
    Upwards2020, Apr 30, 2022
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  2. Apr 30, 2022 #2
    OhWhenThe

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    You stop.
     
    OhWhenThe, Apr 30, 2022
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  3. May 1, 2022 #3
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    My experiences are similar to yours. I've never been attracted to guys but watching lesbian porn was not doing it for me anymore so I eventually escalated to trans porn which escalated to cam shows which escalated to gay porn. It got so bad, I thought maybe I am bi. But when I was out, maybe at the gym, or work, or other social setting, I never found myself attracted to a guy only women. It was not until I joined NoFap and learned it was just the escalation factor and needing a new fix. I've been able to quit porn and now know I have no interest in guys or anyone with a penis. I am fully confident I am straight and want to be with women only.
     
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  4. May 1, 2022 #4
    BootstrapBill

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    It is weird . I get days were I can't think about anything but women . But I think I've definitely got a problem . I've messed my brain up with all this . I noticed when i watch trans it's only the ones who look like attractive women . It's not good and is wasting time in my life . especially if I relapse to that genre . I want to move past this as quickly as humanly possible and allow my brain to go back to something more normal . Im rotting my brain .and wasting time

    It's interesting because I'm definitely giving myself some pied yet I'm watching high stimulus porn .makes sense yet doesn't

    Think i just need to actually quit porn and go back to the way life should be
     
    BootstrapBill, May 1, 2022
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