Friends are fine. Dad tried to order a female prostitute, Mom tried to conversion therapy me. A few threats later my mother is fine with it, my father wants me to be masculine.
Yes for sure, society is the biggest todays enemy, we can't live our lives fully with society respect and our fake prestige but in real time society won't hkinv to help us but still everybody giva a fuxk to society!!!!!!!
@Vagar Incipi I read your post, would like to chat with you, I can't find the button to send you a private message, can you send it one to me if you want, so we can chat?
Fucking hell. ok, I think we know why you hate being gay. Glad that your Mom, at least, is fine with it now. Your Dad will likely accept it in time. 15 is still very young, and some guys do have fleeting gay thoughts in adolescence that they 'grow out' of - obviously not the case for you, as you are not attracted to girls. But expect a few people to be a bit 'are you sure?' for a few years yet. once you are in your twenties and comfortably gay, they will stop asking.
Yeah, it is not that he hates being gay as such. He hates the discord it has caused and the rejection of his parents.
I don't think the asking will stop. I will continually be invalidated, I will continually be hurt. I find that the trauma that I continually face has effected my life so much that it has changed fundamental things about me, like my life goals.
I think it's because I have had and continue to (slightly) have this view that all my problems stem from my sexual orientation.
Your sexuality relates to your feelings, not your actions. You do not have to do anything that you do not feel comfortable with doing. What is it that bothers you about these feelings?
