Sexual dreams

Had the same thing happen to me last night; only I stopped myself ejaculating by forcefully holding it in and then waking up.

My dream was also non-sexual until the moment a gorgeous girl randomly entered and suddenly I'm having sex with her.

This phenomena always occurs when i'm abstaining and have built up a decent streak. it's frustrating but I'm assuming it's part of the process of recovery.

The body and mind is substituting the stimuli required for ejaculation, since we're consciously abstaining.

 

And it just happened again this morning, only this time I couldn't prevent the ejaculation. Damn.

This time I only realised I was in a dream after the release and woke up. My ability to be aware in the dream and hold it in doesn't work all the time, but I dont know, I have to remain positive and just put this behind me and move forward.

There are positives; firstly I havent matsurbated or edged in months, that compulsion is near dead or very controllable, and as a result my loss of semen has been reduced drastically over the period I've been abstaining - I look and feel much better than I used to.

Part of that is also due to my dietary reform in which I've cut out all meats except fish, and largely reduced my sugar intake while mainly eating only one moderate meal a day. Two days ago I was able to go the whole day without food. This fasting and cleaner eating has definetly helped my body to heal and strengthen a good deal alongside retention.

Another thing I noticed was that fasting greatly reduced the amount of semen lost in ejaculation, which is still the case. On some occasions, in a night emission, I will ejaculate no semen at all despite the orgasm. In most cases it will be very little in comparison to my pre-fast "load". It's a very strange but welcome development.

I've also been dreaming again, not just for night emissions induced by my body, but real dreams and take this as a good sign. I would never dream during my PMO years.

When I was young I used to be fully conscious in my dreams; I was totally aware I was dreaming and could wake myself up when desired. That was a godsend to me during Nightmares, as I would just wake from them when a dream started to take a nasty turn.

It seems I haven't fully lost that awarenes as it returns on occasion in parts but never to the degree of clarity and control I had in childhood.

 

I am the same as you, only eat fish, cut out sugar and have been on one meal a day plus up to 4 day fasts. It all helps greatly i think to get the body in its best shape.
I only found NoFap end of October and for me was the biggest obstacle to overcome my extreme addiction to masturbation. I think I was so ready for it i have been clean since start of November .After a long period of no sex urge though its coming back and i had a very sexual dream last night, very detailed but no ejaculation .Id like to have a wet dream actually as i have never had one i reckon because I wanked so much from 12 onwards.I also rarely had a sexual dream before stopping pmo and never so realistic.I just hope i can carry on for the full 90 day reboot.Morning erections cause my problems as i have the urge to do it.

 

We're on similiar journeys in the healing process, I'm impressed you can do 4 days without eating, I just managed to work my way up to one - that shit isn't easy.

A word of warning on seeking wetdreams:

They are powerful triggers. In the past I would always binge and relapse on the day or the day after I had one, they were so intense and real I would be consumed by lust for days afterward.

Took me a while to fight off those cravings. Not saying you'll necessarily have the same problems but I figure it better to warn you. In my opinion I think you shouldn't seek them. They're sexual triggers for the mind and they waste semen.

 

yeah man I experienced this last week and the week before I had two wet dreams in a row, they will pass in time and so will the lustful thoughts.

 

I also had such dreams now and then... I feel so guilty afterwards...idk if it's so bad or not

 

“possessed” is interesting use there, as though something has a hold of you that isn’t you. Maybe that impression is more accurate than you realize. I’m suggesting you were attacked, and it’s possible you keep getting attached.

Wise.

Those kinds of dreams aren’t natural, those are most likely brought on by things that actually feed on your lust. They crave it like our bodies do food. For them it is food. They don’t care what being in that state does to us. Consider how lustful you felt for days afterwards.

If it happens again, try saying “In the name of Jesus, I rebuke you! Go away and never come back!” Even after you wake up, Pray to the King of the Universe, in the name of his son Jesus, for help getting rid of/ deliverance from those spiritual spouses.