Anti sour-grapes experiment\infinite retention(Hemi Sync)

this is an experiment I will be conducting! I recently obtained the original, real Hemi Sync tapes, from monroe institute. the astral proyection guy.
it isnt JUST for astral proyect,each track has different uses, "powers". I will be using Patterning,which is a kind of Genie (it makes your wishes allign with reality and vice/versa). and also the living body map to improve my looks.
I will ask the Genie to be attractive\get girls\be like a kpop idol guy. This is so no evil conciousness of mine can tell myself "youre only on SR because you cant get a girl anyways".

My philosophy is that abstention from something only has real merit if you can realistically get that something...otherwise is not abstinence,its sour grapes.
If I pull this off, ill have infinite s'x avaible,and if I reject all that,ill obtain the infinite. maybe?