Im relieved I have PIED

So it only started recently ( a couple weeks ago ), but so far Im mostly relieved about it.
Sex addiction has gutted my life and my happiness for decades. Im tired of it. Theres something really liberating about knowing I cant do much with my dead snake meat. I dont get morning wood or much of any activity down there now. Its helping my recovery a lot actually, and freeing my mind from all the stresses of "finding someone" and/or hookup thoughts.

Maybe Ill just be asexual from now on? It's not for everyone. But for me it might be really nice.

 

this sounds like a sex addict response.
hard pp and sex can *enhance* life, sure. But is not required and certainly doesn't equal happiness. unless youre a sex addict. in which case its more like a drug than real sex anyway.

also, depends on what your personal goals are. but there are many ways to find happiness.

 

lol, yes. I remember well the hard pp in my life. I dont miss it right now. Pretty happy in a weird way.

 

its funny, how I catch myself flirting recently and then I have to remind myself - "whats your goal here?" "your pp dont work bro, youre not going to take her back to your place." Lol, it's actually really liberating to curb that desire and all the effort and work that goes into it.

PIED has made showers *way* less triggering, as well as dreams, rubbing clothers (like changing pants) and other things generally. Sometimes I worry if I can pee because the snake meat is soo flappy and dead. but I can pee just fine! it's just so odd cause it has been boner city since I was in middle school. So relieved having more control over my body now.

I havent told my doctor or anything, cause I just dont care to fix it. and what would I say? "I PMO'd my penis to death." lol, it's so obviously not a problem for drugs. I gotta stay sober!