I have a problem, I just don't know how to fix it or where to start. My wife is about to leave me I don't know what to do. She said if I ever wanted her to love me the same I would never watch porn again. This morning when she left to work I had a relapse. I panicked because I knew that she would know. So poured water on my computer, ruined it. What em I gonna tell her she's going to leave me. Please I need help I just don't know what to do.
Whet I tried in one relationship was to hide my porn addiction by using Tor but one night she caught me in the middle of a gangbang porn full of BBC and a dildo in my rectum and that was the end of that relationship. I really thought she was the one but I can't come to terms with my addiction.
my addiction is so bad I'm starting to develop carpal tunnel and arthritis in my wrist Are you guyz new too?
Yeah I'm new but I have been struggling with this problem for 15 years. I even tried that Ayahuasca to find my center but imiges of sexual nature kept running through my mind I woke up the next morning butt naked covered in my own semen.
I've been a lurking for months now. Yeah I'm try to get a ride to buy another computer before my wife gets home. Full on panic mode. I need to fap so bad right now. God bless
Wow that sounds intense.. I orgasm sometimes when I use the restroom.. It's very awkward.. I'm even wondering if I can do this.. On a side Ayahuasca helped me kick heroin..
I'm sure they are use to it.. My ex took my cumputer in, and they said they had to turn it over to the feds??? I like weird porn but I thought ever thing on the internet was legal..
It's takes alot of practice, ok I need to stop. I'm getting really anxious, and you know what that leads to. God bless.
Take a breath, use all your will power you have and try to get your wife's support rather than her ultimatum.
What do I tell her? I just wasted another day fapping. Ruined our computer system. Now what? I'm gonna be all alone.
Ask her to help you. Have her set up your computer to block websites and delete any porn you may have saved.
