110 Days and Still Flyin

I got allot of reply's on in my last post about sayin I'd help anyone who wants it, anyone who is desperate enough (being desperate is always where it turns around)

I've been over a hundred days now and not only do I not have the desire, but my resolve or rock steadyness is unlike I've ever felt ( and I tried and failed a shitload of times). Imagine for a minute feeling no temptation, or even like there is the slightest chance of pressing the button. It's almost funny to think that the inner strength you have is actually equal to the weakness you feel. Are you sitting there wondering how thats possible? Simple. Like in all molecules there has to be an equal amount of Protons to Electrons Its the LAW. So now you can sit there and contemplate that. Eventually you will come up with "My Inner strength is powerful enough" So how do I tap it. That question is your first score in this game. Its incredible how the mind works. Ask it a question and it will go to work on the answer. The more obsessively you ask the harder it works. You ever loose your keys and really have to be somewhere, you start saying "Fuck, where are my keys" and you say it over and over and you just keep thinking about all the possible places, eventually we find them. Well if you keep asking yourself "How am I gonna stop watching this stuff" "why can't I stop" "Why am I being such a loser" what does your mind do?.....Give up. Does what its supposed to do comes up with an answer. "Cause your an idiot" "Cause your this cause your that" Now ask yourself "How will I tap the power this guy did"? and "What do I want to do with it" ask yourself over and over and over. I mean go to sleep asking yourself. I promise you'll start getting answers. Keep your mind on asking those types of question. "What does it feel like to have a 100 days" "What will I do with all that energy" "How can I help other guys with this"
Sometimes you got to focus on helping others.Starts a karmic circulation flowing, not to mention giving starts the flow of other neurochemicals like oxytocin and saratonin. You'll need those to destroy this enemy. Doesn't hurt sometimes to remind yourself "You know I'm not the only fuckin person this planet" I don't care what this sounds like, but if you went down and volunteered at a soup kitchen I promise you would feel better by the end of the day, and if by chance you were looking at some really old lonely depleted guy and you heard a voice say to yourself " If I don't stop this shit, I will be this guy" No more loads left to shoot, I flushed them all down the toilet" That might not be a bad insight. Everyone of you guys reading this can win this. I love saying it cause I know its true and it always ads to my power when I say something thats true. Stay Strong get stronger. Email me if you'd like.

 

I did for the first 30 or so. One of the things that happens I realized is prostate inflammation can occur from past overuse. So I'm actually going to give it a rest completely (unless its a real women) for 60 to 90