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Hey guys, I'm a 20 year old university student who watches too much porn. And it's not just porn, it's looking at girls on Instagram and Facebook. I've come to realise that I use this as an escape for my boredom as well as an excuse to procrastinate when I get stuck on an assignment or question that I'm working on.

Some background information: I discovered porn when I was probably 9 or 10 years old and found it so fascinating to be able to see naked women on the internet whenever I wanted to. This later grew when I began masturbating daily at age 11, leading me to become detached from the world and being very anti social. This also lead to me developing a stutter, which only happens after I've watched porn and doesn't go away for a few hours. My social skills have developed in bounds and leaps since then, but porn has always been a habit that I believed was normal for guys my age. I've tried many different drugs but haven't become addicted to them like I have with watching porn: it's just so easily accessible (and it's FREE). I've also had sex with many women but I wasn't able to orgasm without using hands (need to fix this).

So, I come to you guys in the hope of support and encouragement as I kick this habit, to become a more productive person who's able to achieve the goals I set but never accomplish due to my porn addiction. Sorry about the long post, just needed to get everything off my chest before we being

 

Thanks for the advice rave756! I'm already a part of a few clubs, but it definitely wouldn't hurt putting myself more out there socially.

I've had many FWBs but it's all the same for me: no matter how attractive the girl is, no matter how experienced she is, I just can't orgasm from sex. This led me to discover death-grip syndrome which led me to this website. I'm sure this is the beginning of better things to come