30 day hard mode report

Dear all,

I've just completed my 30th day. Although I'm posting this under the success stories thread, I'm not yet fully healed and I'm aware of this, however I wanted to share my experiences.

The last month was a real game changer, I've developed more as a person under these 30 days than in the last 5 years altogether.

Noticable things:

-I wake up and just get shit done. No more skipping gym, no more missed meals, it's all done. I still get lazy every now and then with certain things, but I'm not perfect and it's a daily fight. I'll get there eventually.

-I can get a diamond hard erection in 30 seconds using nothing but thoughts of a kiss or a touch of a girl (no hardcore porn shit). This was just simply impossible 30 days ago. I'm not claiming that my PIED has been fully healed but I think this is a promising sign.

-I've had irritable bladder syndrome for years, tried several medication, nothing really worked. This is now about 70% healed. It makes such a massive impact on my life, it really is unbelievable. Ridiculous as it may sounds, being able to pee properly can make a man feel very happy.

-My depression is completely gone. Don't get me wrong, I still have shit days and get pissed off, but it is different. I'm no longer against me, I have a healthy positive attitude towards life.

-Muscle gain (with strict diet and training), I've not turned into Ronnie Coleman, however I have never gained so much in my life than in the last month. I think this is the result of clean eating and not skipping meals. I also push myself harder in the attempt of channeling all that angry sexual energy.

Things I'm looking forward to improve:
-More improvement on my IBS
-I still get brain fog every now and then.
-On most of the days, I feel sleepy
-My social social anxiety still kicks in sometimes, although it's a zillion times better
-Morning woods are still rare
-I'm still a bit, well, needy and feel alone
-Much much much more focus on avoiding fantasizing

Most importantly, I need to be patient and I need to accept that there is still a long way to go. Patience is the key here I believe.

Thank you, and I wish you all a speedy recovery!

 

Thanks ever so much for the kind word!

 

Thank you. I think my erection would last pretty long, but I haven't had sex since March, so I wouldn't know for sure. It feels like I could keep it up as long as I want to, but at the same time something is telling me I'm not ready yet.