Heya, Donnie here, tho I go by the online name of BlackBeast. Ive been into porn since AOL was a thing. At the time and following years, it seemed like the best thing ever at the time. Thinking about it, I continued this habit every single day, for years and years and years. I'm 26 now, so thinking about that really leaves a heavy damper on myself. The main reason I'm doing this, is because I'm a man about bettering myself in all angles, and I am a very sexual man as well, and I do not like the struggles of keeping up my erection while doing anything sexual with anyone. After years of researching, and recently reading, "Your Brain on Porn", I now know why I feel such a way and will work on eliminating it. In a way, for quite a while now, porn honestly hasn't been too pleasing to me as it use to. Would end up edging for hours and at some point in my head, something would snap and I end up asking myself, "what am I doing? This isn't even getting me off, and I'm wasting my time for much better things." So I've already been pushed off the wagon, but reading the book and also joining here is self-insurance that I do not get back on it along the way. I hope to rid myself of the thing that is internet porn and reclaim my life in whole as well as help others in need as well.
Hi Donnie or should I say, BlackBeast ...ahem! I expect you already know some of the jargon if you have been reading the site YBOP. But there is more in The Glossary. ^
Good to have you with us. Quitting porn is simple, but not easy. So why do it, if it's so hard to do? Well because it's f*cking worth it. If we always do what is easy, we are not gonna get anywhere in our lifes. You can quit PMO. Others have and you can do it too. The question you need to ask youself is: "Am I willing to go through pain, discomfort and misery, to do it?" Because that's the only way. Others went through it and are now enjoying the benefits. You can be one of them.
Wow, you must have been YOUNG when you started BUT I am glad you're out here and motivated to do whatever it takes!
I'm very willing to go through the pain, if I'm able to reclaim myself as the spoils. It would improve me alot, and I always strive to do my best, so bring on the pain.
Yeah... was quite young... Was screwin around on the computer trying to find games to play and a porn ad came up and stunned me at first, but that was the start of a very very very long bad habit that im fighting to finally end.
I've heard that a lot… Kids getting ensnared by the traps intentionally set by the porn websites. So sad. But it CAN be overcome!
