Masturbated after 4 months and I felt so happy

sure you might be right about being weak. but im still storng enough to last 4 months, and do not continue to masturbate since that time. Is that weak? Is being weak at some things are wekaness in the first place. Thats the thing man it got gradually more intense with every day, and I masturbated and thats all i needed to continue again. Was it right? I don't know, but it felt right and I think like that right now. So I'm not depressed, and don't feel negatives. Weak? If you want to label it this way fair enough.

 

also all of your criticism is good thing also, cus I see how little does it affect me, when I trully know that I didn't fail. As I said in the beginning some people feel good first few hours or days, but then falls back to depression. It didn't happen to me. I stand for what I did. Feel free to critisize me, and I am reading all of the posts here, but not going to respond to all of them. I am my own master and I decided to masturbate for few days and get back to not masturbating. Is that weak?

 

I think you are strong because you weren't addicted to do it again you just wanted to we choose when we want to do something there is no addiction it's all in your head

 

I'm a beat it too

 

don't get in a trap like me and start m every day, it's easier then you think to fall back into routine m, it was for me any way, now I am having a hard time not looking at pictures to, so I am doing another 90 day reboot, this was just my experience.

 

Excellent understanding of moving forward. Congrats on growing up and not looking at this in the old way. Everything in moderation and of course, it isn't the end of the world if you watch porn and masturbate occasionally. Well done.

 

glad there are logical people on this forum too. What you describe is very similar if not exactly the smae as my thoughts. I've actually have masturbated for few more times in the past three weeks. And don't feel the lack of energy or lack of motivation, or self loathing, fear, anxiety or other stuff that i used to feel. I guess that actually those 4 monts had to do something wth it. I'm in relatiosnhip again, wroking hard on my job, exercising, eating properly, socialising. And yes I see that when I marturbated to porn those couple of times I feel that it want to take me back wher eI was, and this is a warning message to me to slow down. Thats what I learned from this. I con't forget that it can have a huge and negative impact if used without restrictions. Cus our limbyc brains can take over at any time, and then its game over, and you gotta start all over again after falling into that habbit.