I cant believe i am here. But maybe i do need help after all...

hey everyone.

Im hitting that moment of realization. Im a porn/sex addict. I dont think im very bad off but i watch porn daily sometimes two times and i cant seem to masturbate without it. Im also watching things i thought i never would.. searching for more. First it was softcore in my preteens, then lesbians, then hardcore, s and m, incest roleplay, beastiality, midgets, grannys, bisexual cucking and transgendered person porn now at age 30. Im straight and have never been into men (though once i let a dude suck it with his gf just cuz she was so hot and he aaid i could fuck her after) see i have a powerful lust for women ...almost to where im kinda scaring myself. I know id never hurt anyone though. I think that porn has perverted my mind and that if i dont lay off ill be permittally fucked. I also am so visual sexually now, the slightest thing a girl does during sex can turn me off and sometimes i cant even get hard with strangers like i used too. Do you think im just mental or has porn harmed me? I never thought id say this shit.. I used to laugh at you guys but now it makes alot of sense. Truth is ive gotten worse the last two years since my gf left, i contribute alot of this to being lonely, bored, depressed, unemplyoed and in the middle of no where.. I mean hell i have nothing better to do than jack off. Can anyone hear relate?