newcomer

Hi all,
I have just joined the Nofap challenge. A bit of uncertainty. but also determination are the main emotions at the start of this adventure!
I am actually fed up of resorting to PMO so often; it does not add anything more to my life.
So.. let's start.

 

Day 1.
It has been ok, even though I had to pay attention when I was on the computer on my on as well as not letting my thoughts wander to images that turned me on.
Even though it has not been so long time since I stopped PMO, I feel a certain sense of relief and self confidence. Anyway, it is also great to see that I am non on my own too.

 

Day 2
It has been ok over all. AT times, I feel urges by thinking of images, but I refrained from PMO so far. Staying too long at the computer or spending too much time in the shower could be tempting, but so far I resisted. Today I did not feel the extra buzz of self-confidence and this is risky too. I'm determined to keep going.

 

Day 3.
Today I got all aroused only because somebody else talked about PMO. I went home and I was really tempted to go to the computer and search some P. I instead decided to do some chores that I kept on procrastinating. Well I managed to go through the chores without resorting to PMO. That's a great achievement for me!
Thank you to Elbigdog and NoFap_1 for the encouragement. It is appreciated! I'll have a chat some of these days!

 

failure

I was doing fine up to day 4 when I relapsed and I had MO. I cannot deny that I enjoyed it, but I felt I betrayed myself and you all.
Anyway, I have restarted and I'm already on day 2 and a bit. I am more cautious that before and perhaps more alert to triggers and dangers.
Let's try again! I believe it is good for me on a long run!

 

Day 3
I almost feel without urges which is quite unusual considering the first period before relapsing a few days ago. though I have noticed that I am on the lookout at getting other people's looks and their contours. I was also close to browse on the net which I stopped just on time. On the positive side, I have started up with swimming after a long time. I feel the benefit and the energy surging for the right reasons.