I'm about to go down a path I can't control

The flesh light is not an option. Reinforce in yourself that these habits are not an option under any circumstance. Convince yourself that masturbation of any form is not an option. When it arrives reject it or throw it in a dumpster. It is not an option.

 

Time has passed since you ordered that fleshlight. That means you are both technically and literally a different man then when you bought it. Since then you have come to this forum, asking for help—an indication that you have changed or are changing your mind. Clearly then, that package is for someone else, someone who doesn't exist any more. Therefore, it would be impossible for the package to be delivered, and simply must be rejected .

 

Just cancel the order
The fact your second doubting it means if you actually use it, it won't be as amazing as you thought.

 

Your addiction is making you not want to cancel it. The addiction, the devil that it is, saw the light (pun intended) and now won't let go. You gave it air to breath and grow. You'll feel a huge sense of relief by cancelling the order. Starve the addiction and kill that devil. You'll feel in control again and your panic will subside. CANCEL THE ORDER.

 

DON'T DO IT!

DON'T DO IT!

DON'T DO IT!

I am begging you - do NOT do this!!!!!! That is not the man you want to be. It was a moment of weakness. The way to win back your strength is to fight! Win this battle - for yourself, for all the dudes out there toying with similar temptations. That is pretty much all of us around here. One day, you'll be reaching down to pick somebody else up. Get back up on your feet right now and make a pact with yourself that you will under no circumstances allow this enemy to enter your life. Imagine what the devices will be like in the future - make a stand now. That is one thing you will not regret.

Tell us you'll post back after this ordeal is over with and we can all celebrate this massive victory!!!

 

By the way, Donsange, you did the right thing coming here and reaching out. That shows you have some strength to not just lay down and die. That is the impulse to feed!

 

YES! Ah, man, I just knew you had that spark in you! That is truly awesome - thank you so much for posting this, victory is contagious!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

Reading this thread just made me smile and gave me hope Although i have not a fucking clue what exactly it is you ordered and cancelled, it is good you cancelled, congratulations!!!

 

You definitely did the right thing there man. Even before I started with NoFap I threw out my Fleshlight. The pleasure you get off those things is just too intense to be natural, it was starting to become a substitute for real-life sex and that can't ever be a good thing. Good luck with your journey!