One year on: total PIED. UPDATE

One year on, little improvement. Here's the deal:

27 year old single male

Unable to get a full erection (often 50-60%'ers) when alone or with someone. (Problem has lasted a year with minimal change).

Fit- gym 3 times a week mostly doing weights, play football once a week.

Rarely drink alcohol

Smoke cigarettes 1-3 times a week.

No drugs.

Not depressed.

Been to two doctors- both confused.

Not on any medication

Testosterone levels checked. 'normal' according to doc

No diabetes

No injuries

ED pills (Viagro)- make me stay at a 60% hardness IF aroused and when masturbating.

Extremely rare morning wood over last year.

Tried ginseng, Maca, horny goat weed, tribulus, citrulline, zinc, vitamin B complex. None have helped.

Been on a few dates. Managed 1/3 erection when kissing over drinks. Have to really be in the moment.

Right, now that that's all out the way, here's my story- a year ago in February I woke up one morning and couldn't get an erection. I played and played with it lying alone in bed. Nothing happened. Couldn't get horny at all either. The morning a day or two before that, I woke up, touched my penis and got 100% hard. I have not been able to get a 100% erection since. Very rarely, I've had morning wood. Usually occurs after not orgasming for 2+ months. I can orgasm fairly easily with a semi-hard penis. I haven't watched porn for 1 year. Used to watch it occasionally before.

What happened? Please help.

 

Yes sometimes, not full on stroking though. Mostly touching through my underwear. But I really don't do this much.

 

yep I take zinc and magnesium supplements.

 

the few times I've used P, maybe 80% erections maximum. As I'm orgasming it grows to 90%. No no stress really, nothing significant at least.

 

I need to reach a 90 day streak and report back. It just feels so unhealthy not cumming for that long though. Feels like my cum is just sitting there inside going rancid...

 

I've seen so little progress though. Other's like me always seem to have a partner to help or notice improvements a lot sooner. I'm wasting away the best years of my life not being able to have sex, yet alone not being able to even masturbate! (not even through choice but because I physically can't!)

 

I do photography, exercise and learn musical instruments. I also socialise and cook with my housemates. I don't just sit around doing nothing that's for sure.
Also various people have replied on other forums over the year to me, saying my ED could be stress or sadness etc. What they forget is that my ED literally occurred overnight. Like something switched off in my brain. I was not stressed at the time anyway. I was a bit lonely, but none more than I'd ever previously been. In fact when I was lonely I was always still super horny. These can't be causes of my sudden ED.

My theory (but what the hell do I know) is that years of masturbation and edging gradually desentitised my dopamine receptors and neural pathway between brain and penis. Delta FosB protein accumulated in my brain too. I wouldn't have really noticed it until my brain fell off the cliff suddenly one day after a long masturbation session the night before. It's as if 99% brain damage was fine and I could still get fully hard, but 100% damage meant no erection at all. I need a neurologist to analyse my brain. But that's hard to organise ha.

 

Thank so guys. So I have a huge update-
I had sex last night for the first time in 14 months. It lasted 1 and a half hours and was so fun. No PE either. I was a machine. I was also 90% hard throughout. She was a 6.5/10 with a nice ass. We met that night, had a drink. Went back to mine. I've never had such a quick turn around.
I had a few drinks and popped viagro pill 20 Mins before (which I think helped). I stayed hard through sex and kinda hard with bjs and hjs. No P fantasies at all. Wow I'm so surprised this happened.