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Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by Raizel, Feb 28, 2017.

  1. Feb 28, 2017 #1
    Raizel

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    Hi everyone i want to share my how i am destroying myself and i have joined here just after masturbating. I really want to quit all the shit but i cant. Porn addiction yes (i am virign), my mind always thinks sex , wants sex, i cant stop it. Sometimes i can control as far as 20 days in a month the left ten days i would do the same. Its been going on for 2 years after i had a break and shit . I do research in universe , nature everything , used to do meditation , masturbated only once or twice in a year. Now my patterns are dead.
    Can anyone help me how can i just rewire my brain because i have tried very much and i am lost and tired. i also tries porn blockers but its disconnects my DNS server too . If there is some hacker here on forum then i request him to please hack my server somehow and restrict such that even God himself cant open the porn
     
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  2. Feb 28, 2017 #2
    AustinB

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    Well Raizel its really great to see you are so determined to quit it but please do not be to harsh on yourself its quite natural , believe me i have same problem and also begin my journey but thing i realize is that just get busy find fun a new hobby. Also must interact,write ( on a paper / here) your feelings tell yourself that it is wrong.
    Just relax and fight the urges with excitement like"Oh you return again hehe but this time you cannot take on me loser" .
    Have a great porn free days ahead.
     
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  3. Feb 28, 2017 #3
    Dragon Al

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    I am a newcomer but I totally realize your feelings. Though now I am not a man who often masturbates but a man who is not free from pornography,I only can tell you that masturbation is evil of your life. It will take precious time,and you will lose many important things.
    After a long time, you can't get pressure form masturbation. You will think why I do this. So now take action to quit it.
     
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  4. Feb 28, 2017 #4
    D . J .

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    Welcome to NoFap where you are amongst friends who are here to encourage you and not judge you.

    What are your current strategies for combating the enemy called PMO?
     
    D . J ., Feb 28, 2017
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  5. Mar 4, 2017 #5
    Raizel

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    i have tried many strategies but all seem to be vain on me. Its like some demon or other guy is inside me compelling to do this...its like its merged deeply with my mind
     
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  6. Mar 4, 2017 #6
    Raizel

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    i took many but past these two years i am literally lost what to do
     
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  7. Mar 4, 2017 #7
    D . J .

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    Check out In Case You Didn't Know for strategies and tips to help you along your journey.
     
    D . J ., Mar 4, 2017
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  8. Mar 4, 2017 #8
    Raizel

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    thank you very much sir....sometimes inside of me something wants to f@#$ f@#$ f#$% all the time i want to do that i see girls only to f#$% so i try to stay away from them...its just so hard that i cant even tell to someone around me
     
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  9. Mar 4, 2017 #9
    jesusmysaviour

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    Hacking is a crime . Even if anyone help you to block those porn sites you will some how find any means to get porn cause its available everywhere . you can get in from friends or from anyone else
    So what's my point is instead of seeking help to hack your server why don't you take decision to stop doing pmo
    Success can't achieve easily. You should have patience and you should never give up
    Its always easy to get addicted but its too hard to get recovered
    Admit the truth , face the reality
    Don't be lazy
    We are here to support you
    Start your battle
    Prepare yourself before starting
    You still want pmo that's why you are engaged in it ,we don't do things we don't like
    I wish you all the best with your 90days challenge
     
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  10. Mar 4, 2017 #10
    Dragon Al

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    Sorry. I can't give you solutions. But I can give you my experience.
    In the past, I was a serious addict.
    After years,I lost my healthy body for the damage from masturbation.
    I lost my friends for my sense of inferiority I got.
    I lost my mom for my anger masturbation caused.
    My mom dead and I had nothing to give her,only my regret.
    I always look for the reason why I masturbate.
    I get nothing but I lost anything.
    Wondering many years and years...
    And I don't masturbate due to my goals that I want spiritual freedom.
     
    Dragon Al, Mar 4, 2017
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  11. Mar 4, 2017 #11
    D . J .

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    You have us and we will be here for you.
     
    D . J ., Mar 4, 2017
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