deepkk. short self introduction.

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by deepkk, Aug 2, 2014.

  1. deepkk

    deepkk Fapstronaut

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    These two videos today made me understand newer things of my addiction & the 2nd one introduced me a "tool". I never imaged one like this forum.
    Why I stopped watching porn: Ran Gavrieli
    The Great Porn Experiment: Gary Wilson

    I realize frequent porn or addiction and masturbation has had a large impact on my life. Nothing interests me much, avoid people, performance anxiety, social anxiety and almost all in the 2nd video. Realized all these from above videos. & think got premature ejaculation.

    I am single and in a foreign country since an year. never had any relationship or girlfriend. Few friends.

    This started when I was 25. 7 years now. Do this stuff like once in a week or two. Once started, it just happens for the next 2-3 days. I am quite or actually very compassionate to women like a feminist. but still this s**t in my mind. I am ambitious and very industrious. I realize quitting this can free up my mind and my time for essential things. But this itch is tempting and feels like filling some gap.
    Generally I take to this when I am in a state of confusion, anger or just not fine or got nothing else to do.

    This is all for now, about me. Looking forward to know more on how to kill this and hoping will luckily achieve.
     
  2. Dogwood

    Dogwood Fapstronaut

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    Sounds like you have a lot going for you, and just need to make an effort to socialize more in your new country. Can you make it a point to go to one or two events per week that you normally wouldn't attend? When I lived in another country, I made a lot of wonderful (also) expat friends. Don't miss the opportunity!

    And here's some inspiration: http://yourbrainonporn.com/guys-who-gave-porn-sex-and-romance
     
  3. deepkk

    deepkk Fapstronaut

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    Yes I recollect. used to feel socializing could work. I got to put this to work.
     
  4. deepkk

    deepkk Fapstronaut

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    events that I normal would not attend ? hmmmm....interesting. thx.