Lets See Where This Goes

So tonight would've been my first week going without PMO... but I relapsed. The longest I've gone is 30 days, and I want to get to that point again, hopefully much further. I'm a 19 yr old guy.

My religion and my sensitivity are my biggest motivators, but it can be rough doing it alone. In stating that my religion is a big motivator, I'm a Christian and I'm working on being a man that doesn't need to rely on any kind of porn or self satisfaction. Being single is definitely helpful in that I don't have to worry about wanting to have sex with my S/O. As for the sensitivity factor, I was introduced to porn by a "friend" (ruined my life) at the young age of eight. I discovered masturbation on my own around the age of ten. I'm hoping that through religious perseverance and the help of others experiencing the same troubles that I will be able to beat this issue and build a better self for the future.

Follow me on my journey https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/kicking-addiction-in-the-balls-a-chronicle.123266/

 

And this life and the ones around me is what the enemy is here for.

Sadly I haven't done much in limiting my internet use which is what I know is really the main problem. I'm reading a book called "Kingdom Man", The Bible, and I've been listening to podcasts from Christian leaders as motivation. I'm hoping that getting in touch with other people experiencing like struggles will help.

 

Yes sir. I finished chapter one last night. I'll be reading chapter two tonight and John chapters 4-6 after I get off my computer for the night.

 

Thanks D.J., I really appreciate it, and I can tell you're a man after God's own heart. This is your ministry, and I'm glad to already have a brother giving advice.

 

I joined the group, and I'm doing the google sheets project. I will post the link to my journal right now.

 

I edited the first post on the thread to include the URL Just got done reading my chapter out of Kingdom Man and my three chapters out of John.