Checking in. Day 33 I think. Still offshore. For the first time in years, I can stay focussed for hours.
I’m in with 22 no fail pmo streak And 200 days no smoking drugs drinking Life is so boring here looking for new hobbies I gave up all amusements in my life
Annnnnd I'm out. Relapsed for the second in past week. Sorry for the disappointment if you counted on me for completing this challenge. Good luck to everyone else!
Hanging in. Pretty crappy week so far. The blues are back and I am feeling a mixture of anger, sadness, and hatred, though these emotions are not as strong as what I have experienced before. The PMO-addicted part of my brain has started whispering again, arguing that I should give in to this pleasure as I am likely to remain lonely anyway.
I feel what your going through. Some days I just sit there thinking about how bored i am. Eventually you pick up a book, read an interesting article, and the same way one porn picture would lead to a crazy 2 hour binge, you find something that interests you. I've started to pick up calisthenics, I've always worked out, but something as doing a one arm pushup and working to a one arm pull up is challenging. You'll find something.
I'm in on day 0. Just completed 90 days last week. Went back to porn after as an experiment and forgot how addictive this stuff really is. Ready to be challenged again!
Keep fighting the temptation bro! Last April, I thought I have beaten the addiction because I didn't have really strong urges from day 60 to day 80 and you're starting getting overconfident that you're over it. It's like the devil was hiding somewhere because all of a sudden, really strong urges came back and I fell at day 82, so I just warn you that it can happen! Stay woke!
26 days, almost 4 weeks. Feeling good! Last week i had a lot of withdrawal symptoms and was in a strong flatline. I feel like that is almost gone and I feel a lot better. That fire inside me is starting to burn again. I noticed my body shape changing for the better, i'm more calm, i'm more social. I feel more free and less controlled by something. And i'm more determined than ever to leave this addiction behind me for good. I feel like the first month is the hardest but this time i really cruised through it. Stay strong everybody!