I made it past the first flatline I guess!!! After 30 days I began to regain sexual desire and feeling, which I guess is an indication that the reboot is working. However, now my urges are basically uncontrollable. I'm getting hard everywhere I go: at work, at the gym, on the subway - it's like I'm a teenager. I think I'm beginning to edge because of these urges - I don't ever touch myself, but I will hang out and just focus on sexual thoughts, which I'm sure is delaying my reboot. Any tips on how to get through this phase, and is this a sign that I'm getting healthier?
I donot know to how to handle this stage.. i am getting 0.005 % of urges..thinking to self-hypnotic orgasm..is it a right?
I'm thinking of the no-hands orgasm too.. that's my goal when I have those thoughts. However I'm beginning to think that there's no real difference between this and traditional M... you're still wasting time hoping to make yourself O. Is this a relapse even?
On the 21 october 2017 at 6:30 i had listened to one of the hypnotic orgasm audio..I was unable to O,my my penis got fully erected..i had quit before the audio was completed..and after that i had never tried again..I also think this is a relapse because O is there...
I assume that from a brain chemistry stand-point, the no-hands, thought-provoked O is still causing a release of dopamine. You are just using different senses, or means, to the same end. The comparable time-waste also seems to indicate that this is indeed an indicator of relapse. The P is replaced with the mind, the M is replaced with the mind, and the O is the same, a Mind-O.
I am right there with you. My urges are almost uncontrollable but I don't get hard or anything. I am just constantly thinking of sexual things. I have no clue if I am getting better or not
You do great OP. I know the urges are strong, but we can beat it. Just get back up and start again. Please don't binge and fapping everyday like a loser. Stay strong man!
