My 15 day journey

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by mpk, Dec 4, 2017.

  1. mpk

    mpk Fapstronaut

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    I am posting this in rebooting forums because I still feel that I am not eligible to treat this as a success. I am on my 15th day of reboot. So, just a few words. I actually wanted to quit PMO from the start of this year. However, I wasn't able to do it. I was able to do control myself after 3-4 days ( of course there were 6 day streaks with great difficulty). I figured out the reason for my relapses during these 15 days. Whenever I used to watch some video or read something on the web that supports pornography, I used to think that there's nothing wrong in PMO. But, after I had read many success stories of fapstronauts, I realised that I was falling in the 'web' trap everytime. Then I said to myself "no more relapses , enough of this" and so I am staying strong. I would like advice the new fapstronauts not to fall in that trap. They never talk about the mental state , numbness , PIED etc. which are the result of this PMO addiction.

    Coming to the changes,earlier, I used to watch porn whenever I was idle. But now, I am brushing aside those thoughts confidently. Feeling a bit more energetic than before.
    That's all the changes for now. It's too early to say anything about hairfall.

    I will share my story in greater detail whenever I stop counting days of no PMO
     
    Last edited: Dec 4, 2017
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  2. BlueJoe

    BlueJoe Fapstronaut

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    similar path here!
     
  3. mpk

    mpk Fapstronaut

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    I wish you a success in the coming days!! Let there be no more clearing the history on your laptop/pc/mobile