that's it. I'm halfway to 500 days. A random list of things that happened to me - i still worry about ed but i'm 100% ed free since day 80. - sometimes i still think about my hocd but is decreased a lot. - i feel my head burnin sometimes, like i did at day 0. - i have a girlfriend. - i have regained interest in women, especially when i go hard mode for 15 plus days. - i still feel that i'm not able to find a job because of my brain fog, like i was at day 0. I found 1 but i lost it in two months. - i still can't feel my libido most of the time but i know it's there when i'm having sex. - i'mworking out hard. physical condition better then ever. - had more sex in this 250 days then in the previous 24 years. - sometimes suffer of PE, last less then 10 seconds. Sometimes can last 1 hour and a half or even more. - Life improved a lot but i'm not 100% happy. My demons are still inside me. Thanx for reading this!
Of you still pmo from time to time you will come at a point where the healing process stops at a certain level I didn't get rid of the brain fog a little until i started hard mode. In was going on and off every 10 days or so.
hey phwrancesco, did you start this journey of no PMO because you had PIED? Also, do you go in and out of flatlines? This seems to be happening to me, I have periods where my erections are pretty good and also I can have long sex. Then I have periods where it seems like all my progress is nearly back to day 1 when I first entered my flatline shortly after quitting porn.
i started this journey because for 4 years i've been masturbating constantly (not too much, never more than once a day) and never had sex. Last sexual experience i had was terrible: a girl that i didn't like, couldn't get it up and when i could i would last 10 seconds...so i was stuck in masturbation and living a shitty life, stuck in HOCD also. Not a heavy porn user. I told myself that things must change. I still go thru flatlines, in particular i couldn't have sex with my new gf for a month in october because of it. Fortunately after a while my dick started working again
i used to MO 5 to 6 times a week since i was 13. Occasionally i would use porn since age of 17...i didn't had a fast internet connection luckily. Than i had bad relationship and started to PMO 3 times a day, for a couple of months in 2013. Afte that, without knowing nothing about nofap, i realized i had a problem and decided to reduce at 1once per day max, this since april 2017.