So wanted to look at some arousing pictures but didnt wanted to google anything naughty so to stay clean from Psubs I looked up girls on FB, looked at girls in my friends and found out that girls who are my FB friends are pretty boring looking, didnt even got erection from viewing pics. Perhaps Im getting old or just lame since my dont have any hot girls on my FB. So facebook saved me from relapsing.
Yeah man. Have some urges. Reason for that is that went sleep late yesterday and didnt took cold shower in the moorning. Also just sitting at PC so thats where the urges are strongest.
Perhaps your urges at 60 days are stronger than mine now but its all about maintenance and learning to deal with them. I dont try hard, staying clean is a habit for me, it comes automatic. Yeah dark side seems appealing too but I been there too long so it motivates me to stay clean for as long as I can. I know that at these 248 days I havent reached my full potencial. Theres a big difference between 200 and 400 days. People look much better with bigger streaks. I looked up GoldJackedLuke on youtube - he have account here too. And he looks much better and vital after 400 days than at 200 days. Also I need this saved up energy to insert myself in life and use it to selfbettering like reading smart books and meditate, educate and so on. Urges are absolutely normal, especially in hardmode.