It is hard. Dont grasp on streaks, enjoy the process and exercise even more self control next time. @RBYG_flag knows what its like to reset about the end. I also feel urges every day lately.
It is true that it's really hard to admit! Our ego wants us to go to the end without relapsing and be proud of our achievements when we fail we have to live with it and start again. You gain much progress through these 147 days streak you had. In my experience, I started NoFap and had a 115 days streak snapped and got right back at it and right now I'm at 104 days in! You will get back up real quick, keep persevering.
It was mild winter so far, and today I took full on cold shower with 0 degrees Celsius outside. FeelsCoolMan