Hey, today I watched a youtube video with pornstars who they were giving an interview. To say the truth I was a bit erected with that but I did not touch myself neither I continued. I just watched the video and after that I continued my day. I think we can't consider it as relapse right ? I just watched a youtube video with hot girls, nothing more. But I am afraid that with that excuse maybe I will watch more videos like this and eventually I will relapse. What do you think ?
Everything is okay. It is not a relapse, forget about this accident, and try to avoid videos like this next time. We have a weakness to hot girls, so let's not walk on the edge of the blade and play russian roulette with our addiction. Continue your reboot with inspiration. You can.
I have the fear AD blocker and with this you can block the Picktures/Thumbnails, because after you watched this , this videos will maybe ever appear on the first side, when you go to youtube. This will lead you ever again back to the start.... Good luck
oh right, Yeah I with this excuse you will end up replacing , you're right. You have to learn from your mistakes to come further.
Becareful,don't take risks like this, I remember too looking at pictures at P starts fully clothed. Eventually I got so truned on I relapsed
Thank you guys for your responses ! We should never forget that porn is just a dick that goes into a vagina, nothing more. Its not big deal. We need to fight that stupid urge ! Good luck to all !
Careful the more you watch it the higher the chance that you will relapse. Happens to me if i get too into any ASMR videos... It caused me to relapse a few times already this year already... YouTube can be very dangerous if you are not careful. Or rather social media in general. Earlier this year I was just browsing twitter, nothing special. Then someone posted a YouTube video of this girl who is really hot but seems to have a low IQ. I watched the video purely out of curiosity. Then i noticed that there were a lot more videos on the channel and some of them were hilarious! I was scrolling through the comments and someone said something about her having nudes and being a porn star. I was curious again so i googled her name it was far too easy to find those porn videos... Long story short that was an easy way to break a streak. It starts with soft core, just being curious. And then before you know it BOOM! You are relapsing...
No, I did not relapse yet to porn. But I need to admit something. Yesterday I was watching a "kissing" video in youtube and I ejaculated. I did not like it and I will avoid it next time but I did not go back to porn. Actually the video was very innocent but I was so horny that my thoughts controlled me. Now I will abstain from masturbation 3-4 days so as to recover that energy I had.
I would advise you to avoid PM because your sexual behavior is changed anyway after you watched ever porn, and when you masturbate your brain things on the crazy things from the old times. One thing is with the other connected. If you are interested in real healthiness avoid PM and for a while better orgasm too. Don't choose the easy path... Good luck
Yea Bijuu107 you are right. I don't want to choose the easy path so I will avoid M for a while too. But what you mean to avoid orgasm too ? Is it possible to avoid M but not O ? I mean how is possible to have orgasm without PM ?
I watched a few of those episodes during my first serious nofap streak and end up relapsing. I started having the same feelings of low self-esteem and inadequacy as when I was into using PMO. I think the industry really warps men's perception that if you don't have a 10 inch pecker women will not want to sleep with you. These feelings came up despite no male stars in the interview because of some of the answers they gave. Porn mentally ingrains very unrealistic body image expectations for men and women. The near naked women and the content of the interviews is a big trigger point too. I would stay away. During my nofap hard mode streak I try to avert my eyes and change the subject for any click bait type of videos or if the content is in appropriate. At three weeks a innocent video of women in bikinis can turn into a perverted downward spiral. You should be in constant battle with the part of your brain that will rationalize to get the fix it needs.