Day 28. Hope everyone is doing great. Getting motivated since each day is another closer to my reboot. I'm spending some time on PUA forums and videos just to rebuild my confidence and for something to look forward to when I'm cured. Loneliness has been the worst part of my journey but I keep reminding myself that I was using porn just to mask my loneliness before. It's nice to crave a real relationship and a woman that I can just hold and talk to.
Sorry to report that I have relapsed on Day 8 <-- the longest I have gone in months. So sorry to everyone. I have let you down. And I let myself down. @Foxislander Please cross my name off. Also, if I keep posting on this thread...if I make it past 8 days, can you return my name to normal? If not I understand. So sorry again.
You have a one-time reshot dude I didn't set this thing up for people to fail if they slip on time okay
44 days It was a tough day. I fell asleep very late last night. My parents want to get money from me again. This has happened many times. It makes me feel bad. But for a long time, I couldn't explain it for a moment. Today, there are many ideas to see pornography, but it has not been put into action. No matter what happens, I don't need to bury my head in pornography. Bless myself and bless all of you
Day 29 and one more to go to hit my first 30 day streak. The past few days have been getting easier as I'm keeping myself busy with work and friends.
Day 103. Yesterday was really rough, almost didn't make it but I pushed through. It was a battle- a victory.
45 days Today is a breakthrough. I have finished a major event. I feel no longer afraid when facing others. My social fear is relieved. This has brought me the determination to keep me going on this road. The two sons have caught a cold. I have to take good care of them. Bless you all
Day 1. I'm still very sad about my last relapse. But if I can make it that far, then I can make it forever. Keep going.
I watched P this morning. FoxIslander, your call- im out right? I'm sorry and i wish i didn't do it. Somehow managed to not M, but the battle was lost