Alright gents had my first 'nocturnal emisson' last night with no dream at all. The reboot is going well
4/20. Today was difficult. I went to a party and at the end, we had to hug each other (part of the party plan, there was a host and stuff). There was a lot of strangers, mostly girls, I felt very shy. But I survived, and I'm here with you. Girls are scary.
2/20 , am doing this cuz i had enough . I did 10 days before and i really felt alive . Like really enjoying life I look at people , like look straight in the eyes !!!
Day 1....again going to smash this 20 day challenge after i lost to it in 5 day streak.. .so this time the Game is on!!!
Day 25: "If I could wave my Fairy Godmother Wand and make you whole and happy tomorrow, I would (and I honestly mean it)! This is a process. It doesn't take decades or even years, but I wholeheartedly believe in it, or I'd be hunting for a different vocation that feels as gratifying."
Day 4 Feeling stable , little urges . Staying busy. Nothing much . Just remember , dont relapse , and remember ur reasons .
Day 2 here.. Check in My brains been playing tricks on me but i am not decieved by it. I know how bad i felt after my relapse no relpase again....
It’s my first day on this site and also my first time trying an online support system like this one. I have been looking for something like this for a while since I’ve been meaning to quit for a long time and I’m glad I finally found you guys. I thought this would be a great challenge. Day 0/20 I’ll update you guys and wish me luck!
Almost a month no PMO Changes so far: Urges have lessened significantly Morning wood is starting to come back Less sleep needed, I wake up after 7-8 hours now fully rested Had the most insane gym pump I've ever had today, I looked obscene in the mirror today without a shirt on Had a wet dream I wasn't too deep into the addiction most of my life so I likely will have a relatively quick reboot compared to some people (hopefully). Keep on going fellas, the rest of our life awaits...
Just seen something about P on Snapchat, how viewership spiked when the government shut down happened in the USA. it really is dumb to be normalizing P to young kids (Snapchat has a predominantly young audience). Honestly this issue is gonna get so bad because P is so normalized. Most people are too lazy and don't care to change. It's gonna be a national emergency at this rate.