Hi people. I'm starting with NoFap, and trying to reeducate my sexuality. I have some problems: * I never had sex with a regular woman, just prostitutes, and I decided to never frequent this prostitution services again. * I just get excited with anal porn, normal pornography just don't turns me on. * I Frequently do anal masturbation, and sometimes I hurted myself doing it, and really felt bad about this habit P.s: I'm not gay I'm starting with a goal of nofap for 14 days, and I'm at the day 5 on this goal. Now my goals are to stop frequenting prostitution services, To stop with the anal fetish and anal masturbation ( I really feel bad about this thing) I intent to stop with porn for 1 month, and after that, if I watch porn again, I want to feel excited with things that don't involves anal. I intent to, when I come back masturbating, doing it in a more healthy way, 1 or 2 time per week, and without excesses.
One reason I'm glad prostitution is illegal where I live or I'd have used them. I haven't kissed a girl even in 5 years. Same, porn has desensitized me. I watch gross stuff that I wont even name here (legal stuff, of course). I want a regular sexuality and I'm sure you do to. Keep me posted. I'm sure you can overcome this.
You both want a healthy sexuality? Gotta quit porn. Forever. There is no way around it. Every single time you watch it, your brain will associate it and give you the same impression as if you were fucking with a real girl. And often times, anal is only loved because it makes the woman feel really uncomfortable. In porn its often portrayed as fun or painful. There is no middle ground. I promise you, once you stop porn, you get your sexuality back. But you can seriously never watch it again. Ever. Porn was the major root of all my body issues and caused me to stay a virgin until 31. If you don't want that for yourself, quit that shit.