Hardest thing I have ever done

The past 2 days I have failed each day for NoFap, today was day 3 and I also relapsed.

The thing is I just deleted my porn stash of over 100GB of porn which I have collected over the course of a few years. Clicking that delete confirmation was really intense.

I am looking at my nofap journey very seriously and now I am staying positive that this is onwards and upwards for me, but wow, I can't believe all of my stash is gone. It's almost a relief in a way that I am now looking at a better me that isn't having so many mood swings and hoping that this will inspire me to look for a girlfriend and future wife.

Glad to be part of the community, I am going to delete my porn accounts and bloke the sites.

Thank you all.

 

Thank you Just deleted my porn accounts as well which was really tough to do.

 

Thank you, means a lot. I was kinda thinking things over today, and wondering if I really want to do nofap, but the resilient thoughts about trying to improve my mental and physical wellbeing, and to beat my addiction were the victorious ones.