During my 100+ day streak i went out with a friend and we met 2 girls. We arranged to see them again next week. They both came to meet us but i was the only one playing the game there. My friend could not get in action. I hooked up with one of the them and had sex a few days later and the girl got extremely obsessed over me. The other girl simply declined my friend. Fast forward to today: I have been MOing (no porn) for the last couple of months. Once a week or more. Sometimes even for 2-3 straight days. Anyway, i went out with the same friend. 2 girls approached us and we started playing game. This time, though, i was totally different. I felt stiff and anxious. I was needy and horny at the same time. My friend was doing pretty well actually and stepping up his game. During the night i could sense that "my" girl was slowly loosing interest. I tried to kiss her nevertheless. Of course she declined and got upset. On the contrary, my friend was banging the other girl just 2 hours later!! And i was waiting outside the apt like a fuxking looser. I got really mad that day and was trying to understand why the f*ck i was such a failure. That's when I realized that I have been fapping "a lot" the last couple months. I was so powerful during my streak and now I was just an observer.. I don't know.. It could be just pure coincidence. I will force myself to start a new streak.
I agree masturbatioin does something to your brain so that you are in a "thirsty" and "desperate" state. Anything sexual will do this to you; for example: fantasizing, masturbating, watching porn, staring at girls butts. It kind of puts your brain in a bad spot because when you do these things you release certain chemicals into your brain and it becomes unbalanced. Hence the anxiety and overthinking. Also friend, I would recommend abstaining from sex. I just had a big scare with a girl here at college where I thought I caught herpes. STD's aren't talked about much on here but they are very scary and serious. Herpes, syphilis, and HPV can all be symptomless and passed on. So even if the girl looks and acts healthy she could have STD's and not know it and pass it on to you. AND YES EVEN WITH A CONDOM.
I agree if you keep fapping you don’t have the confidence and you may not even realise it but you don’t. I have been on dates and the night before I watched porn and when on my date she isn’t interested, if I go out now completely different
I've been down that rabbit hole myself.. Always wear a condom and make sure that the girl is lubricated and her pussy doesn't smell.
Trust me it has nothing to do with whether you masturbate or not. You can jerk off and cum 5 times in one day and go out in the evening and still be really attractive to girls. It's all in your mind, meaning masturbation has no physiological impact on your body that would objectively make you appear less attractive. Walk with God, focus on killing it, the rest follows.
I dont give a shit about bitches and fucking. And I love the days when i still studied and then fapped to porn. But i regret i ever gave a Shit about Bitches.