Anyone else lmao? But for real, whenever I'm on the internet and I don't need both hands, I often put my hand down my pants and play with my little guy/balls. Not masturbation, and I rarely get hard from it. But just to keep my hands busy. Is this a subconscious behavior from watching porn/masturbating excessively for a decade? And should I stop?
It's never led to me fapping (I don't think), I just do it out of boredom. It's not like stroking or anything, just like playing around lol. For me, a single stroke = M = counter reset.
I'd wager it probably is some sort of subconscious behavior due to PMO. We're just used to having our hands there as strange as that sounds. Unlike you however, that's usually how all my relapses start. Having my girlfriend/roommate in the same room helps prevent that obviously, or simply staying in jeans instead of shorts/sleep pants if I feel I might relapse soon.
yeah I think it’s unconscious. My wife used to kick me because I would be “adjusting” lots of times and many times in front of others / family mostly. I didn’t realize it honestly. I notice I have done it when I’m stressed. No stroking just adjusting.