My porn journey starts in age 10.With my computer.And it was before my puberty.First time I saw it didn’t understand what were they doing, what was there intention.I quite the video. It was disgusting me then. But slowly slowly it became tolerable.Not in the first time. So,the porn watching was going on.But not everyday.And everytime I saw I was getting into it.From the early age I was not that devoted but I pray my salah 4to 5 times. And the sence of the porn was floating in my head in the salah.I watched porn but not introduced with masterbation. After a year later, I was washing my pennies and I went raugh and I ejaculate first time. I was sceared.I dont remember how,but learned masterbation.I dont know when but I stoped waching porn and masterbation because I felt very guilty.But after 3or2 years I started again, but the feeling was deferent then before. So I started to addict. I masterbated, I gained weight.After that in this year, in February,I started to stop it.I prayed to Allah to save me. I wasn’t able to stop me more than two weeks.I relaspe many times to this day. And everytime I masterbate my guiltiness was reducing.I was doing it to get out of that urge.And before ramadan I wanted stop it for the whole month. But I Couldn't.And I did it even Knowing the bad effect. But before a week ago I introduced with nofap.And I decided to do the 90day challenge.I did pmo knowing the bad effect because I didn’t have any guidance.But now I have the trust in Allah and Allah made my challenge easy through nofap. Now I read quran Daily. Visit nofap web. It gives me a great strength to overcome. So,All parise goes to Allah. And thanks to tha nodap group.And please support me.Help me ti over come.
Welcome to the forums. This is how it usually starts, attacks young and unaware to make them addicts for many years. But you are aware of it now so you have an advantage, do not give up and you will succeed, in sha Allah. Good luck!
Weclome to the community brother, Happy to meet an other muslim on this forum, You are so lucky because you will quit early, God bless you on your journey !! In chaa allah we can all do it.
Thank you brother. I very happy to meet you.I want to make friends who also was affected by it. So,help me brothers.Allah will make everything easy for us. And why did you say I will quite early?
Ma sha Allah.....where ever you're from....keep up with this motivation..... I'm also a Muslim.... Where are you from brother?
Hello brother. Welcome to the community and thank you for your honesty. This community is so supportive and you'll find anything you need to help support you on this journey. Well done for taking the steps; I commend you for it. It's not easy when many of our lives here have been influenced by porn from such an early age. You've already made a great achievement in joining the community and actively taking on the 90-day challenge. We're all in it together so never be afraid to reach out. Stay safe.