Day 20 In half a day I will be three weeks clean from MO, and I am already 22 days clean from P. I have not made it this far without PMO, in a couple months, and even when I did, I was fishing all the time, so I am very proud of myself. I have only briefly fished once, and I stopped almost immediately, which is more than I can say for the last time I made it 20 days. My new plan has kept me on track really well, and I am on another forum on here, and my plan has inspired someone else to do something similar. By having a low threshold for reset and relapse, I have kept myself honest, so I am thrilled, and sine I have moved out of my parents house, my urges have been negligible. I saw a handful of bikini photos on the dating site I am on, so I immediately swiped left to avoid the temptation to M. I have met met a couple nice women, my age, and though I don’t see anything big coming out of these, the one wants to pursue a career in the health field, but she needs math help, and so I offered to tutor her if she wanted. It’s funny going on a dating site and instead of finding a date, you are given the opportunity to help advance someone’s life goals. That is a lot more impactful for me personally than a date. Best, Mathman1994
Dammit, I know I can do better... Nutted while having a shower. Anyway let's see the positive side: - No Porn - From several times a day to once a week - Sleep cycle is now much better - Workout routine has also improved Let use the remaining hours of the weekend and do some productive stuff.
Day 10. Today was a good day, I got to hang out with all my returning class mates and it was nice. I did not, however, get to pray as much as I would have liked.
Today makes 35 days. It is always nice to hit a number ending in 0 or 5. I've been a bit stressed and I've returned home on my own after visiting some people. Both of those are risk factors. I'm a bit lonely now and stressed, but I'm keeping myself occupied and haven't allowed myself to do anything I would regret. Today is easier since it is a work day. Stay strong, brothers.