Last night went well. Texted with my GF but still was able to resist the urge of sexting and hence no M. Going good so far
I'm sorry to say that I have relapsed. It all started with my escort urges and suddenly I was looking up local escorts. Then it was too late and i ended up visiting one, ofcourse regreting the decision afterwards. Trully dissapointing. I will continue trying my best to fight this until i rejoin the next tier.
No problem dude, you can do it . Everyone has their ups and downs but you surely have the power within you to fight it. I would recommend keeping yourself busy especially in the next two weeks to keep yourself from having urges. Remember the reward you will get for this in the future is way bigger than the temporary pleasure.
On Wednesday I caved and searched a couple celebrities on social media for a few minutes. Proud that I am 58 days without porn, but I want to be 100% without porn or porn alternatives. So I will bow out of this competition.
Today, I would have dropped the ball, that is 100 % true. But I did not, and it had nothing to do with my discipline, willpower or motivation. I wanted to, but I could not, because the filters on my router and my computer made it impossible. I even tried to kinda circumvent it, but I couldn't. As quickly as the urge came, it went. Thank god for my bulletproof safety net. Still can't deactivate the filters, have to drive for 2 hours and then go on a hike to get the password to get access to the router. I highly recommend this to everyone.
Alright, you can write about your filter here so others can see. Filters can be good in the beggining when its the most hardest.
Unless it was explicit image for self pleasure then its a relapse. But from the little you wrote it didnt look like you relapsed if you just searched celebrities? Anyway, i will remove you as you wish.
Oh sure, but I already did: The point is: any filter is good, as long as you make sure you cannot deactivate it under any circumstance possible. I cannot look at instagram thots - because Instagram is blocked. I cannot look at the Twitter account of a porn start - because it is blocked.
Checking in! This year I’ve resolved to read at least 10 books written prior to the 20th century. What are some of your new year’s resolutions?
Another day. Deleted Instagram and Facebook today. No need for that sort of useless distraction, that makes me feel like I do something while in reality i waste time and give myself dopamine rewards for absolutely nothing.
After restricting my access to social media and 9gag.com, not being able to access porn for a while I was able to stay away from my computer at home for longer. Even though I was not planning on becoming more productive, at some point you realize that the reason you were so lazy is that you had so much comfortable stuff to do instead of what you should be doing. I now meet 2 friends per week, on top of meeting my best friend once a week, I started this weird new hobby where I build tiki masks (they all look horrible at this point, but I improve) and to be honest, never felt better. I also got a punching bag, so I can train in a productive way, I always enjoyed boxing training and another user of this forum recommended this to me. Works great! The road to success is not only to get rid of your addictions, but to spend your time living, living a life worth the effort. I hope all of you are doing fine.