Call it the covid slump and all the lockdowns and I am hurtin. I been viewing this certain escort and tempted to hire her. On top of that, I am also tempted to subscribe to her onlyfans to see her nudes. My lizard brain is taking over, smh help!
But will a escort even give you sex? Also how do you know she doesnt have Aids or some fucked up sexual transmitable disease?
Scorts can be a way to release sexual tension sure thing. But the thing is that its a dangerous road there is a price to pay not just money but once you have sex with an scort that energy of money for Sex will be in your body and you can end UP addicted to it, also you absorb the energy of the scort and all the people she has had sex your energy becomes tainted. It mighr Give you a moment of pleasure and calm you down but the priceis high to pay and in the long run it wont help you to achieve sexual peace, calm you down or overcome sexual or pmo addiction And will make you less prone to find a quality girl. Every thing is energy you attract you who are and who you fuck. Just block her and all her pages
Is this really a whole new level of addiction hell that you want to be enslaved by for many years to come? Aren't you already wallowing in enough addiction shit now than to need to sink into a human waste cesspool? .
Man, I am just so frustrated. I almost completely believe there are no quality girls out there and that love is dead. This is the worst fucking dating slump I've had in my life. Part of the reason I started looking at escorts is to get over this oneitis I had over this one gal recently. It's just been a real tough go lately and I am struggling.
I am resentful of Nofap now. I am not a Nofap newbie. I now view Nofap as that pesky nerdy kid trying to sell me a magazine subscription. I am a bit annoyed by it now, I just need to fuck a gal right now.
I know its so hard, I have met thousands of girls and finding a girl worth loving is hard, maybe 2-3 of the bunch I met, scorts seem a temporary solution to the hard quest to find a quality girl, but in the long run it will do more harm than good, focus on yourself, work out, greate a bussiness, do nofap and the right girl will come, you will attract her with your energy. if you have urges just go out for a walk at the park, jogg, stay away from your cellphone, computer, even your home. But dont do scorts or fapping, because if you start scorts it will be just the reeplacement of other addiction like nofap or a way to escape your problems. dont worry be patient, you develop character by restrain, if you control your sex urges girls will come at you, quality girls, if you want quality you have to be quality yourself.
Activate your brain friend. This is what this woman does. How many other guys been in there already. You're paying a high price for a low woman
In the past I used to pay a money on webcam sites. I'm not proud of it and it was in my dark times. Now when I want to spend money on some girl doing some stuff in front of the camera I'm checking charity donations websites. It's better to give money to a child struggling with cancer than to a sexworker. Pleasure of this is different, not spectatular as pleasure from sex stuff but you can feel some joy from helping other people.
It’s a sad world. I knew some girls that did this and they didn’t particularly enjoy their job to say the least. They kind of got stuck doing it for the easy money. Why work a 9 to 5 making $100 a day when they could make 200-300 an hour tax free.