i'm sorry if u feel that way. I myself never had a pied. But theres always a light in the darkness. There's a lot of story how fapstronaut cured Pied in the "Sucess Stories" thread that can help u out.
Well, maybe i dont have pied, coz i have girlfriend for 3 years and one other girl, but fap make me useless irl
Many medical sites do not even admit, that Ming is not healthy, on the contrary, some even promote that it is good. Which is an absolute crime telling people that, because people ruin their lives because of PMO.
Your life isnt ruined, people out there turning into vegtables, lossing love ones, getting life in prison etc. Your fine your life is just differnt now, you cry about it, but what did you actually loose, do you even have a girlfriend, all you lost is pmo and if that was your life thats pretty sad and you need a differnt life anyways