I watched gay porn today, i found it disgusting, watching a gay video of guys didnt give me erections. But one i fapped and almost cummed. Am i into this stuff or can you cum to any porn video?
Careful dude. I got into the rabbit hole and ended up with porn induced fetishes because of it. I suggest you abstain from porn.
Ik, but i guess im just curious. I find men disgusting and im not attarcted them. However i almost came to this one video of a guy with a dildo. What does this mean
Yeah bro, there’s a video on YouTube where it talks about how u get desensitized after a while. It pretty much confirming what I theorized myself. It is kind’ve like taking drugs to be honest. You start off with something small and it leads to something big. At first you watch something maybe normal, maybe a women naked for example, after a while your body gets used to it and it likes the dopamine rush and wants something more. You might want to see a woman having sex for example, then maybe after a while maybe 2 woman for example or whatever. Eventually your brain wants more and more dopamine and it gets more and more desensitized to normal things and it leads to things you would have found disgusting a long time ago. I theorize that this is one possibility of how people begin to like abnormal things like animals, children, orgies and other stuff (I think orgies and threesomes are abnormal, upto other people if they think these, for example, are normal or not). Here is a link if u wanna watch:
I agree with the desensitised comment. Quit before you fall down the hole. A few years ago I watched a movie called Shame. It’s about a guy who is a sex addict but gets more extreme with wanting that dopamine hit!!!
Like you i don't find myself attracted to guys but did use gay porn a few times. I completely agree with the comments about becoming desensitized because that is what I feel happened to me. I needed more of a rush and that provided it at the time.
It’s possible that the gay porn is sexually manipulating you into liking men. This is called the desensitized phase. Where your sexuality is straight but because your brain is enjoying gay porn, it’s thinking sexual thoughts about men. So therefore, your brain starts to entertain thoughts about liking men. Don’t watch porn forever. Reboot your brain for life.
Masturbation is mechanic. You can do it without porn or thinking anything sexual. But you should be careful trying new things like that. What drove you there in the first place? Was it because you were bored? Or did you need to check that you weren't attracted to other males? If so thats a dangerous reasoning. For instance, how would you know if you are not attracted to Trans, or even childs? Will you start watching those to verify?
Don't talk for everybody. The fantasy might appeal to a lot of men, but the reality, I don't think so.